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Curious

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Hello world of Deviant Art...

I'm just curious if anyone was still watching me? Or if I'm alone here.

Without getting into too much detail, let's just say I have been severely depressed well for a long time. I didnt care enough to even escape into writing or anything. I was living with a very mentally abusive man and well I finally got enough courage to get out of that situation. So, I thought maybe I would try and come back to this.. Try and rediscover myself and things... So i thought I would try and see if anyone was alive out there. I do know it has been a long time but I thought maybe I would try and start back on my stories or something... baby steps you know.

Oh and I got a puppy.. perhaps i'll have my first new post just be a pic of my puppy... see if I can remember anything from here.
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Hey everyone, if anyone is still paying attention to me on here. I am wanting to get a tattoo.. I have the idea behind the tattoo down to what I would like. However, I can't come up with a way to depict the idea... SOoooooo I was wondering if anyone was looking for some inspiration or had any creative ideas that they would like to share.

I'm thinking something that would fit on my inner forearm just for a size reference. 

But the concept/idea that I have is as follows:

The world can be too big and bright for eyes that have spent too long looking down.

It is intended as in inspirational thought... Mimicking the idea of how it feels if you spend a long time in a dark room and then go out into another room... the you become sensitive to the change in brightness. It'd be worse to go into a bright room from a dark room but even a normal room would be jarring if you spend so much time in the dark.

I decided on this because I have been fighting with depression for a long time (hence my disappearance from here).... and I need a reminder that even the world (life feelings happiness etc) could seem jaded if you spend all your time looking at the darkness or down for too long. That things could seem too good to be true if I only focus on the bad.

I have no other tattoos so I don't need to match a style or anything like that. I just am curious of what imagery could come from this idea if anyone is willing to consider the idea. 

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OC Meme

5 min read

So :iconlblander: had tagged me and I hadn't done anything in a while so I figured I'd at least do this..... 

I didn't realize how short answered she would be lol... I suppose this OC doesn't come off as the most friendly of the lot.


1. OC's Name:

2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your OCs.

3. Tag people to do this meme!

___________________

 

1.What is your name ?

Falin. No... I don't remember my actual last name.

2.Do you know why you were named that ?

No.

3. Are you single or taken ?

I... Taken.

4. Any Abilities or powers ?

Yes, I'm sure you would rather not find out what they were though.

6. What is your eye colour ?

Green with golden centers.

7. How about your hair color ?

Brown.

8. Have you got any family members ?

Alive? No. Obviously I had parents at one time. Even had a brother.

9. oh ? How about pets ?

No.

10. That's cool , I guess. Now tell me something you don't like?

Oppression. 

11. Do you have any activities/ Hobbies you like to do ?

Hobbies? Hmm, never had the opportunity for such things. You take your pleasure where you can.

12. Have you hurt anyone in anyway before ?

Many.

13. Ever.. Killed anyone before ?

The death of filth is how I've lived. ... And probably the death of many that didn't deserve their fate. 

14. What kind of animal are you ?

I suppose I would be best represented by a lion.

15. Name your worst habits? 

I suppose, I don't really see the 'silver lining' of things.

16. Do you look up to anyone at all?

I do.

17. Are you Gay, Straight, or Bisexual ?

I prefer men. 

18. Do you go to school ?

Not a traditional kind. 

19. Ever wanna get married and have kids ?

That... Is a life I cannot fathom. Part of me desires nothing more and envies those who do have a family living blindly to the rest of the world. But such choices are not meant for those like me.

20. Do you have any fangirls / fanboys?

In certain circles I am well known.

21. What are you most afraid of?

Losing him again.

22. What do you usually wear?

Normally my leather armor.

23. What's one food that tempts you ?

Having anything will do. 

24. Am I annoying you?

Yes. 

25. Well, it's not over yet!

 ...

26. What class are you? Low class, Middle class, or High class?

At one time I would have been considered high class.. for what I was... but no one stays there long. I have no class, my weapon is my only possession. 

27. How many friends do you have?

Three.

28. Any thoughts on pie?

What about it?

30. Favorite drink?

Rum.

31.What's your favorite place?

Anywhere will do. 

32. Are you interested in anyone?

...Yes.

33. If you're a girl, what's your cup size? 

Excuse me?

34. Would you rather swim in a ocean or a lake?

I suppose a lake.

35. What's your type?

That's none of your concern.

36. Any fetishes?

Yes.

37. Camping or indoors?

As I said before, anywhere will do.

38. Are you still waiting for this quiz to end?

It couldn't end soon enough.

Tagging: Whoever... 



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Hey guys!!

Long time no see I know... I'm still alive and trying to be productive.. I have gotten some done but nothing I can post yet... But I did have a commission done that inspired me to write more... SOOOOooooooooooo! Since this work had done such a good thing for me I wanted to share it and share a little of their work. They are open for commissions and they were super friendly to work with! Soooo 

If you haven't seen the picture :iconquincy-sue: did for me here it is:
Forgiveness by wazubababi
 
I truly love it!! but I did want to show a few of their works because I think their line art is super clean and the colors they use are just phenom.... 

DAI: The Sacrifice of Hawke by Quincy-Sue
This is actually the piece that made me want to commission them.

Just some more of their art because well who doesn't want to see some nice art? Seriously go check them out!

[commissions] OC: Daetrius by Quincy-Sue
Harry Potter: Are You Okay? by Quincy-Sue [commissions] DC: Gotham City Sirens by Quincy-Sue OC: Mallick Waterman by Quincy-Sue Spartacus TV: Nasir by Quincy-Sue<da:thumb id="584349501"/>

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Ugh

2 min read
Not really one to complain.... but gosh this depression this is really kicking my ass.

Motivation for life is really a struggle...

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