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Journal Entry: Tue Sep 1, 2015, 10:22 PM
I know long time no see right?

I know... I'm sorry I've been on such a hiatus I suppose. Long story short... i've been really depressed. And I don't mean I've just been sad I mean I struggle to find reasons to wake up in the morning. I mean I've been busy too... but mostly depressed... no motivation no nothing... eat sleep-ish work... that's it.. 

But I'm trying to come back from this... that and seriously starting to consider the idea of taking meds... but who knows... 

SOoooooo in an attempt to get something back in my life I thought about trying to do a one shot.... soooooooo anyone out there have a pairing of mine or a scenario that they would like to see one of my pairings handle? Just looking for something to get me going.....

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The Maker would not send a mage in our hour of need, the Chantry sister’s words echoed in her head as she walked towards the bathing chambers inside the chantry. They had just returned from Val Royeaux a few hours ago and she knew that everyone would want to meet and discuss their trip but Aylin just didn’t have it in her. She was tired from the long ride, listening to Cassandra and the others speculating about what the Lord Seeker was up to just added to the stress that had already been pulling at her shoulders. All she cared about was getting away from it all, even if it was just long enough for a bath.

Aylin moved as quietly as she could through the Chantry, trying her best not to draw attention to herself. She needed just a little time on her own to collect her thoughts. Val Royeaux was even more troublesome than she had originally expected. It was more than just an indicator for how the Inquisition was viewed, it showed how far the chaos had spread. They feared us… They’re afraid of me, Aylin thought as she looked on down the hall.

What do they even know about being a mage? she thought tiredly as she pushed the door open to the bathing chambers. Slowly she shook her head as she tried to clear her thoughts as she walked to the left where the Chantry sisters bathed. It seemed the more she tried to clear her mind the more she ended up thinking about it all. She couldn’t believe the Templar just hit the Chantry sister like that. She had no real love for the Chantry but even she felt how deep that betrayal struck.

Mindlessly, Aylin set her things down by the side of the large bath before she started pulling off her armor. Carefully she set each piece down in a neat stack before climbing into the bath. The water was warm, but not as hot as she liked. Closing her eyes, she leaned back against the smooth stone of the bath and called her magic around her heating up the water until steam clouded the air around her. She could feel her muscles slowly begin to loosen up as she took a deep breath.

“That seems to be a handy trick,” a voice called from the other side of the bath.

“Wha- oh, Leliana,” Aylin greeted quietly, scolding herself for not noticing someone else was there. “I’m sorry I didn’t notice anyone else was in here.”

“No, do not worry Herald, it was a long journey back from Val Royeaux,” Leliana said softly. “From what my scouts reports, your travels have been quite the challenge,” she continued on as she looked over to Aylin.

Of course… Can’t she wait until we meet at the war room Aylin thought as she rubbed her arm under the water. She took a deep breath as she sunk down to her neck in the water. Might as well get on with this Aylin thought as she reached over taking her soaps.

“It was, more so than I anticipated,” Aylin admitted as she scrubbed the sweat and grime from her body. “We are in no position to approach the Templars…” she thought aloud as she looked down into the waters. “Or the mages, I fear,” she finished as she thought about their invitation to Redcliffe to meet with the mages. Something isn’t right, Fiona would never hide behind hushed secrets like this Aylin thought, she didn’t know the Grand Enchanter personally but this was unlike anything she would have expected from her.

“No, it would seem we have a ways to go,” Leliana agreed as she turned to see Aylin standing up in the bath. “Those scars…” Leliana started as she saw the last of the day’s light shine across Aylin’s bare back as she reached up to free her hair.

“Are none of your concern,” Aylin finished coldly as she peered over her shoulder while she let her hair fall down her back.

“I see… I do apologize,” Leliana apologized quickly, easily hearing the bitterness in Aylin’s tone. “I did not mean to pry,” she finished as she saw the muscles in Aylin’s back tense.

“I received these long before I started out on this misadventure, that is all you need know,” Aylin said as she submerged herself down into the bath, preparing to wash her hair.

For a moment, Alyin was lost in the memories as she thought about the scars Leliana had seen. She had always been careful of who she changed around, making sure no one would see them. They were hers, her burden to carry. She could not do much about the scars on her face, they weren’t something she could hide. She could only be happy that no one had ever asked her about them. Part of her assumed that Leliana hadn’t asked about those because she already knew, the amount of information that Leliana knew about her and those around her was unnerving to say the least.

“Herald?” Leliana called after Aylin hadn’t responded to her questions. “Herald?”

“Hmm?” Aylin hummed as she turned back around to face Leliana. “I’m sorry… I was just trying to figure out how we will approach the templars or mages.”

“I see…” Leliana said quietly. “Do you have an opinion on which group we side with?” she asked curiously.

“That is a rather heavy question,” Aylin admitted as she ran her fingers through her hair. “Are you curious as to whether I sided with the rebel mages? Or if I remained a good little mage and hoped for the Templars’ return?” She asked, her tone a little rougher than she had first intended. “Magic created the breach in the sky… Maybe it’ll take magic to close it… or it could very well make it worse,” she thought out loud.

“So you believe in the Templars then?” Leliana asked as she watched Aylin rinse the oils from her hair.

“I don’t know… I’m not sure they would agree to work alongside a mage, nor if their abilities would prove useful against that magic… We don’t even know what it is,” Aylin answered as she looked down to the water as she squeezed the water from her hair.

I wish I were strong enough… If only I could close the Breach Aylin thought as she stepped out of the bath. But I have to try something she thought as she got dressed.
DA:I A Moment
Yup... it's been a bit since I posted anything soooo a little post for you... not real happy with it but well ya know... 

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Modern Falin? by wazubababi
Modern Falin?
Yes yes, it's a screen shot from Saint's Row IV.... 

But I imagine in the modern realm my OC Falin would probably have been seen something like this at some point...

Oh Saint's Row... the game GTA wishes it could be
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Aylin couldn’t keep her mind focused, she knew she should listen to the plans of how to approach Val Royeaux but she found her thoughts traveling back to the crowd of Templars and mages that were gathered in front of Haven’s Chantry. They were at each other’s throats, one blaming the other for the death of the Divine. The templar had even went so far as to draw his sword, challenging the mage he was arguing with. She could feel how the simple motion of him reaching for his blade fed the anger of the crowd, fueling the crowd’s desperation to find answers to who killed the Divine or who let her die. She could still see the satisfaction on Chancellor Rodderick’s face as he watched the quarrel unfold as if it was Inquisition itself falling apart at the seams. If Cullen hadn’t been there she wasn’t sure what would have happened. She remembered how he stepped between the two without hesitation, quickly disbanding the crowd before the argument could escalate further. He was calm and his words held command leaving no room for questioning. She knew little of the commander, just the whispered rumors floating throughout the Circle, but she did wonder how the what kind of man he was. He seemed different from the other Templars and that frightened her, she wasn’t sure why she felt that way. Perhaps because she had only one expectation of those in the order and wasn’t sure what to expect from him. He said, they are not Templars not anymore but what did that actually mean?

For all of Cullen’s sense of propriety, she couldn’t help but laugh when she heard the quick quip Cullen had given Chancellor Rodderick. She could still hear the chancellor’s response, Mock if you will… I’m certain the Maker is less amused. Worse, she could remember her own response as she had walked away, I doubt the Maker gives a damn about me. She could only hope that she was the only one to hear her, the last thing the Inquisition needed was for word to get out that the ‘Herald of Andraste’ didn’t believe in the Maker.

Looking up from the table, she saw her advisors lost in conversation with themselves. No doubt debating on what more we needed to do before we could make our move.

”Having the Hearld address the clerics is not a terrible idea…”

“You can’t be serious!”

“Mother Giselle isn’t wrong: at the moment, the Chantry’s only strength is that they are united in opinion.”


Shaking her head, she looked back down to the maps on the table ignoring the arguments of her advisors. Why am I even in here? …I know nothing of politics or strategy… I am just their tool she thought bitterly, closing her eyes as she took in a calming breath. It felt like she had already done so much working out in the Hinterlands, yet there was still so much to be done. The devastation that this had caused was everywhere she turned. How am I supposed to do this? I am just one person she wondered hopelessly as she looked over the map. There were so many pieces, each representing some task that needed to be done in order to gain favor over the lands. In the end, she knew that eventually she would have to choose a side to close the breach but how could she choose? If she sided with the mages she was supporting the rebellion, the chaos that started this war. If she sided with the Templars she was a traitor to her own kind. The mages had the power, perhaps with enough she would be able to close the rift. But the Templars were not useless… if the breach was torn by magic, maybe it would take the Templars to close it. Will any good come of this? she wondered as her mind wandered as her council discussed their plans about going to Val Royeaux.

”And we should ignore the danger to the Herald?”

“Let’s ask her”

“Herald?”


“Hmm? Oh… Right…” Aylin said as she looked up from the map, trying to look as if she had been listening the entire time. “So, go face the people who want me dead… Right then,” she said knowing that there was no point in avoiding what was to come. “What could possibly go wrong?” she laughed quietly.

“I will go with her,” Cassandra started in her usual confident tone. “Mother Giselle said she could provide us names? Use them.”

“But why? This is nothing but a—“ Leliana questioned as she turned to look at Cassandra.

“What choice do we have, Leliana? Right now we can’t approach anyone for help with the breach. Use what influence we have to call the clerics together. Once they are ready, we will see this through,” Cassandra explained as she looked to the other advisors to see they had all agreed.

Aylin looked over her advisors as they had finally reached an agreement. She wasn’t sure what to think of those around her, wondering what they really saw her as. Was she the ‘Herald of Andraste’? Or maybe she was still the one behind this all? All she knew was that she was their tool, and for now she was safe. What was to come of her after she sealed the Breach and her use was no longer needed, she wasn’t so certain. They would head to Val Royeaux to speak with the clerics in the morning, if all goes well she will be able to cast some doubt into the Chantry. Perhaps we can get Varric to speak for us, he is good with stories Aylin thought in the back of her mind.
DA:I Lost in Thought
Because you know... paying attention isn't important... So here's Aylin... stuck in with the War Council.... Not quite certain she belongs there...

I actually like this one a little better... the first paragraph was re-written several times but I actually think I like it..... and a question for those reading this comment section... should Templars be capitalized? It's an order so yeah? idk... grammar fail here

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Raise

Journal Entry: Mon Mar 30, 2015, 1:31 PM
Yay I'm getting a raise!!!

$.043 .............. not really worth it........... Why couldn't it just be $1? that would be nice..... 

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Boo

Journal Entry: Tue Sep 1, 2015, 10:22 PM
I know long time no see right?

I know... I'm sorry I've been on such a hiatus I suppose. Long story short... i've been really depressed. And I don't mean I've just been sad I mean I struggle to find reasons to wake up in the morning. I mean I've been busy too... but mostly depressed... no motivation no nothing... eat sleep-ish work... that's it.. 

But I'm trying to come back from this... that and seriously starting to consider the idea of taking meds... but who knows... 

SOoooooo in an attempt to get something back in my life I thought about trying to do a one shot.... soooooooo anyone out there have a pairing of mine or a scenario that they would like to see one of my pairings handle? Just looking for something to get me going.....

  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Nothing
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: need for sleep
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing.. need that too

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Yup, I'm a girl... and I am not all that talented... I'll upload stuff every blue moon when I'm inspired to.. but I mostly just like to observe people's work.. so I wouldn't say I'm an artist by any means :) So enjoy the few things I do post :)


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